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Forgiveness

  I can't even count how many times God has forgave me. I have messed up so many times, everyday. Sometimes it's not on purpose and, sometimes it is. There was even a time in my life when I would say to God just let me "live my life a little" and I would come back to Him. That was such a mistake on my part. I know I missed out on blessing that I could have had. If I would have been following God... But I am a selfish person sometimes. I get angry, short with others, and many other things as well. I am not perfect. I mess up. The good thing is though, God still loves me and forgives me when I truly ask for forgiveness.

  Once I ask for forgiveness I can 100% trust that God has forgiven me. He doesn't hold it over my head. Now the devil tries to remind me of all my mistakes. God won't though. God will forgive us when we come to him with repentance. He wants to because of Jesus and, what Jesus did for this whole world. Jesus is the one that gave it all so we can have a relationship with God. Jesus came to this world. Gave up everything he had in heaven for us. He lived a sinless life to give us an example to live by. Died on the cross as a perfect sacrifice for our sins and rose from the grave on the 3rd day. He did it all for us cause we all matter to Him, and he loves us. We matter to God to because he gave us Jesus his only son. It doesn't matter how far we run from God it only takes a step toward Him to find Him. He has open arms waiting and wanting us. He doesn't expect us to be perfect. He just wants us to believe and trust his will and way. He won't leave you abandoned. He knows how to lead. He created this whole world. And he loves us all. So thankful that God gave me the opportunity to ask for forgiveness and believe in Jesus. He hasn't lead me a stray. God is love and God is good all the time.

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